I had to say goodbye to my fur-baby Tara on Tuesday.
I've been out today and bought a planter and a Yukka plant to put her ashes in when I get her back. I did the same with Martha. So my two girls will still be close to me by my garden bench.
My Mam and I started to deep clean the house yesterday. I've moved some things round in my living room, just so the place feels all new, to try and stave off the emptiness. I've found myself putting music on all the time cos its just too quiet!
Mind I think they're haunting me. Yesterday I'd washed my hands to make lunch and got a huge lump of cat hair down my throat. No idea where it came from, but I had to gargle to get rid of it!! And all because my Mam had said something about getting something for the house that I couldn't have had with the girls. Very weird!!
I'm strangely OK.
Thank you to all who sent my lovely messages on the Graphicus Guild Group, and for the e-mails too. And a big thanks to Jo and Carrie who had to listen to me 'snotting' down the phone on Tuesday, before and after.